• Renewed by God’s Holiness

    Every morning I wake up and look out the window. Every day, it’s the same – loud buses, honking cars, raging motorcycles, the bright morning sun, pedestrians waiting to cross the busy street. Every week is the same too – church on Sundays, tutoring 5-8 every week day, bible studies on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays.…

  • What you Eat is What you Poop

    The topic of today’s meditation is Dani’s poop. It’s an amazing thing, how transparently it reveals her diet – little pieces of corn, tomatoes scattered about a patte-like consistency of potatoes, carrots, and banana. Somewhere in the mush, I’m sure, are the boiled eggs, cheese, and yogurt. My baby eats well, yes. But the epiphany…

  • A Call to Die

    The other day, we celebrated Dani’s first birthday with some church people here in Brazil. It felt a bit strange for me to be celebrating something so important and meaningful with people I barely know. As I was munching on my food quietly (and awkwardly), that realization came to me and I suddenly felt really…

  • A Tribute to My Dad

    My dad is a very absolute-faith kind of guy. He’ll stop you mid conversation to bow his head, hold your hand and pray to thank God for the good traffic, the safe landing, the on-sale purchase, and even the not-so-good things like the gloomy weather, a lost item – basically anything and everything. He sincerely…

  • The Mirror and Abba

    James 1: 23-24, “For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was.” James talks about the word of God as a mirror. As we…

  • Home

    I’m back in Toronto for the holidays. Even after marriage, I visited quite a few time before, but this time feels different. It doesn’t feel like home.  It’s a strange feeling, this in-between. Brazil is still somewhat foreign to me, I’m still adjusting to the new culture and community. That’s expected. But I never expected…

  • Winning by the cross

    16. 11. 22. At around 10PM, I was walking home from a church meeting with some friends. While we were talking, suddenly a young man, no more than 20 years old, came up from behind us holding a gun. He looked nervous and afraid, like he really didn’t want to be doing what he was…

  • Imitators

    “Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly beloved children.” Ephesians 5: 1 Dani is finally old enough to appreciate her toys. One of her favourites is this touch-sensitive animal book she got as a gift. At first, she didn’t know how to interact with it so I would grab her little finger and force her to…

  • Love is Long-suffering

    The bible says God is long-suffering. When you really love someone, you suffer because of them. Not because they intentionally inflict pain on you, but because you are so concerned with their well-being that you’re willing to endure the pain that comes with fighting their sin. The hardest part about loving someone is accepting the…

  • Appetite for God

    To an extent, there’s a lot I can learn about spiritual health from physical fitness. I’ve been trying to get back into shape, now being 8 months postpartum. It’s not easy. While breastfeeding, I was insatiably hungry all the time and could literally eat anything I wanted and still lose weight. As I wean, that’s…